i bet you built me up this high just so i could crash a little harder.

sigh, once again joyce has to learn her lesson the hard way. seriously la, i have never expected jc life to be this hard. lol if hard is the word. i feel stupid,ugly and fat. yep it's in order haha. i seriously hate hate my hair. i think it makes my face fatter. =x hair please grow man!

gosh, i felt damn sick during econs today. i guess talking about A-Cs would make one sick if you have gotten like straight Us all the way while the class is like aiming for 100% passes for promos. esp when your grade for midyears is damn low.haha cos in a way, i really don't wanna pull the class stats down. PLUS, of course i badly really wanna pass but there's a line between desiring to pass and whether you have the ability to pass.

so not looking foward to next friday. and i wonder how i'm gonna tell my mom about my grades. it's like receiving the death penalty. the truth hurts. all the time :/ anyway, better start focusing on studies now that pw is done..for now.

HAHA i'm here again. and less depressed till i'm reminded of such things again. haha kinda had fun during ct when eme helped to call the home for us. wah i must say, she's not bad man. can handle nancy. sigh, i need to improve on my people skills! haha. kinda excited about visiting the home and interview! had fun again too during common lunchbreak. ahh, i'm so glad i'm still quite close to them. (: friendship is important to me ok. haha ok i better get back to studying. I LOVE ECONS MAN.