Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i wonder how much more my poor heart can take. i know i should be studying but argh, i need to get this off my head. why oh why. why is this also happening to me. i should count the amount of times man by reading ALL my past blog entries. want to guess why i'm upset.
a. the person was quite hard
b. i'm quite stupid
c. i spent some time on this
d. afraid i cant scrape a pass
e. was counting on maths & chem to promote
f. i thought i could do this
g. i thought i was prepared
h. i thought i would improve like significantly. ( in my bloody dreams )
i. i really am stupid
j. i waste time studying
h. all of the above.
no prizes for guessing huh. and the shitty thing is that it's affecting my mood. AND I HAVE A FREAKING CHEMISTRY PAPER TMR. argh, ok i'm feeling whiny and like a bratty kid. but honestly how many times have this happened to u. life sucks. ):
not even looking forward to end of promos
or the end of the year
or results.
dammit.
i've fallen too much that it hurts to climb back upp.s i know i cant take failure.
