dashed hopes

2007-12-06T15:10:00.001+08:00

HEY. after about 72 entries, i have decided to move. haha it's been 5 months +

okok. http://lilmissjoys.livejournal.com
:D

2007-12-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

oh man i'm suffering form gossip girl withdraw symptoms. oh, and heroes. haha. ok, some trivia before i go. do you know that kristen bell is the narrator in gossip girl and stars as ' Elle ' in heroes? my 2 fave shows lah. :D ok, i'm off. have nothing to blog except this. HAHA

2007-11-30T13:53:00.000+08:00

HEY! haha actually, i'm gonna blog about last night. went with expressoul group to raffles hotel to celebrate the end of a levels. (: had buffet and i think it costs $5O per person which auntie ju paid. so we ate till the place was about to close, and took pictures with christmas trees! haha i like christmas decorations la, so bright and shiny. as it was about 10+, we decided to like walk outside. so we went chijmes! first time going there, and it's nice! :D exactly like in this photo.

do you see like some circle and the tree in the middle? we were taking photos there! haha, and i kinda got excited cos we were in such a nice place and this live band was performing ' Missing You' by Tyler Hilton! Elizabeth was saying one day when we were all legal, we could go to Gilbert's pub and watch him. haha, and that was when i realised i'm like the only one that's not of legal age. unfortunately, i dont have the photos we took that night otherwise i'll definitely post them. haha!

ooh, and i think chijmes is a really good place to go on a date. haha. wonder how long i'll take to post 100 posts. i'm at 71 already! ok gonna catch up on gossip girl. :D ciao.

2007-11-29T16:13:00.000+08:00

HAHA i saw my boyboy yesterday in town. :D :D

and i kinda met boulder and debbie. at separate places & time lah. and i was thinking, maybe i'm really fated with them since we're like in the same school now and all. lol, and i met keli unexpectedly too ! (:

ooh, and i'm hooked on gossip girl. :D it's actually quite nice and MUCH MUCH better than the OC. i kinda miss seeing mischa barton and rachel bilson and benjamin something and adam brody though. i realised these kind of shows usually have 1 blonde and 1 brunette. like marissa & summer in the OC, peyton & brooke in one tree hill, serena & blair in gossip girl and i think even dawson's creek ( even though i have never watched the show ok ) katie holmes and michelle williams. HAHA. i think i could ace this kind of tests if we were to sit for it. ok, kidding.

bye!

2007-11-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

HEY! haha i actually went school for chem remedial lecture today. AND i attempted about 6 pages of the 36page chem holiday assignment. Regretfully, i have lost touch. oh man. ): ( not that i was VERY good in the first place, but still, can make it ok )

anyway, caught 'ENCHANTED' with celestine today. haha it was ok and i thought the ending abit too lame? BUT, being a disney lover, i'm pretty much ok with it. it was pretty hilarious too. haha, anyway some pictures. :D the scene where prince edward sang ' i've been dreaming' and got knocked down by those cyclists is still stuck in my head. HAHAHA

HAHA i kinda like this dress

HAHA, oh man he's VERY funny in the NYC scenes

i kinda like him :D he's kinda cute when he smiles widely. HAHA

ooh, happy ending. nice dance and song.

oh man, think i spent about 10bucks on food alone today. gosh =x anyway, cel & i walked from j8 to the nearest 136 bus stop. haha it took 30mins ok! i think it's rather enjoyable to walk in the evening, when the sun is down, and it's actually pretty cooling. although, while walking to the bus stop, it was as if we were stuck in some land unknown to man. HAHA. ok i'm off.

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

2007-11-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

why does joyce have to put herself in situations where she feels like a loser?
why does joyce have to always be the outsider?
why is joyce feeling like this lately?

so many questions, no answers.

sometimes, i wish life would be somewhat different for me.

):

2007-11-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

HEY. this is going to be a pretty random post.

1. NORNOR still owes me my econs file!!
2. im experiencing some sort of appetite loss. ):
3. i'm really really really BORED
4. cel's coming back sg today. haha!
5. ENCHANTED is coming. :D
6. ooh, i have FINALLY caught up with heroes. :D :D cant wait for next episode man!
7. feel sian-ed thinking of holiday homework, yet no mood to do it even when i'm really bored.
8. have finished reading ' Pride & Prejudice' for the 3-4 time.
9. i hope celestine has kept my book safe and sound
10. bored, really bored. ):

sigh

2007-11-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

it's 3AM. and I HAVE FINISHED WATCHING HEROES SEASON ONE. :D :D finally, i guess some things are worth the wait. HAHA, you know despite having go through intense agony while waiting for the show to load. OR finding out some parts are screwed AFTER waiting patiently for the show to load. moral of the story here : perseverance. i shall start with season 2 tomorrow. :D

haha something random. ( the kids are from heroes!)

; JOYCE. says:
omg molly and micah so cute
Zhirong says:
omg la stop staring at kids

anyway, i still like the children AND I LOVE PETER PETRELLI also know as milo v. hahaha. and i realised that taylor swift's teardrops on my guitar music video has tyler hilton in it. ok i shall go sleep. feeling this sense of satisfaction and anticipation for tomorrow as i will get to watch MORE heroes.

p.s i think i'm sensitive to the word hero or heroes these days. haha

2007-11-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

i kinda realised class bbq's on tuesday! haha kinda craving bbq food though although it's like super oily. ohwell, who cares. haha. ever felt like you are constantly in a rush? well, i had today. STUPID 317! OH MAN, i really feel like doing the typical singaporean thing and write some complaint letter. do you know sbs bus company, i already DONT MIND the fact that 317 is not frequent on weekdays because it's kinda empty. but today the bus was like damn full. and i had to wait 15minutes for 317. i would have screamed if it was a non aircon bus. and it has resulted in me RUSHING for tuition and being late. for like the second time? it's like i left the house early and ended up late. GRR.

ohwell that is joyce's life these days. THANKFULLY, another guy was late for tuition too. and he was quite the gentleman. (: and so luckily, i didnt have to enter the tuition room alone and have everyone's eyes on me. and suay suay tuition ended late. like at 3.15! and musician practice starts at 3, so had to rush again. sigh why is my church in that area..it's like people see me and wonder what a girl like me is doing there. ohwell, it sucks to travel without a car! and to have both parents overseas. :/

ahh keith's flying off tomorrow! hope he has a good trip.

ok bye. still hating 317..

2007-11-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

HEY! just finished watching my daily dose of heroes. haha. episode 17 already! woohoo :D and as usual after like important and CRUCIAL episodes, my heroes buddy isnt online for me to talk to. i realised only prison break and heroes are like worth talking about. ( ok to me ) I mean can you imagine discussing a channel 8 show? Weird..to a certain extent.

Anyway, guess who I saw yesterday? EDMUND CHEN! oh man, and he is seriously looking great for his age. I was starstruck for a split second. haha. and i just realised something yet again. i heard that his son is about my age, SO, here i am actually liking someone that could be my father? LOL, that is so ahyi. trivial : she likes magneto from xmen and he is like half a century older than her.

hmmm, and i realised i shouldnt have given my blog address like to some people. makes it hard to blog about certain stuff. once again, i wish blogger could lock like certain entries. haha. oh and have i mentioned i know my fellow ogls? and that janelle, chloe could be in same faction as me. :D

OH, and cos we had make up tuition yesterday. so the teacher was like asking people what they were doing since it's the holidays. and some of my tuition people actually said they were doing homework. like @#$% i felt this urge to say i had been spending my time watching heroes.

haha and i know it's abit early but i'm actually kinda worried for A levels. oh no. i think that i'm not up to standard yet and to compete with like MORE smart people is scary. =x ohwell. and i think by the end of this year, i would have hit a record of something. SO WEIRD. I think it's gonna be 2 years. ohwell. doubt anyone knows what im saying here. haha, bye.

2007-11-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

Haha, no surprise what i have been spending my time doing eh? WATCHING HEROES! :D it's getting quite addictive. watched about 5 episodes today. and guess what, the 9th episode is like failing me. argh. Ok, this is such a bad way to pass time. Ohwell! Haha, sometimes when people ask what my hobby is i have this urge to say watching shows and reading. It's true ok. Anyway, what's a show without good looking people? Ok, obviously almost all are but they stand out here. Especially Milo Ventimiglia! Complicated surname eh.

I think from some angles, he looks rather Peter Parker-ish or Tobey Maguire with black hair, like in Spiderman 3. Anyway, speaking of heroes, I think I always liked superheros you know! In fact 5 episodes of heroes has started to make me think i have some special ability too. HAHA, ok kidding. Bye, i shall try to FIX whatever that has happened to my episode 9. about 12 episodes more to go + season 2 episodes! :D Oh and my prison break has decided to pangseh me till Jan 14 2008.

2007-11-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

haha i shall blog about yesterday. was too tired and kinda in a rush to watch Heros to blog. anyway, WOOHOO! O levels have ended for juz & winnie! :D :D and juz, i hope you'll come NY! haha.

so yesterday had dinner to celebrate last day of o's for juz. caught Stardust with huixin, eleanor and shuyuan! sadly, i had to spent about an hour plus alone in amk hub. for the record : i have friends ok. hahaha. i know everyone's been saying this but stardust's really nice, unexpectedly nice i have to say. so, you should catch it before it closes!

met up with juz after the movie. so we just wondered around and finally decided to sit down. we were pretty tired ok. then this small girl started bothering us in a way. HAHA, i have always liked young children, but she is scary to a certain extent ok! so walked around aimlessly with juz while nornor and huixin were reading newspapers! and then, got hooked onto ' Who Wants To Be A Millionaire ' in juz's phone. HAHA, addictive ok! i think we played it for 2 hours cos we were waiting for mel, keith and ahyi to come. even mel got hooked on it after that.

so we had dinner at pepper lunch. oh gosh, and when i got home, STILL SMELT OF PEPPER LUNCH. eww! so caught heros. many people say it isn't nice, BUT i still think it is. :D haha couldnt sleep that night even though i was SO tired. i think cos my mind was filled with stardust and heros, i actually thought i was some magical being. HAHA!

ok i shall end of with this EXTREMELY LONG quote from stardust. (:

Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

2007-11-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

we're just sad people acting happy

are we? haha ok it's taken from someone's nickname on msn. oh gosh, im so irritated with..MY BROTHER. oh man cant stand him, irritating piece of crap. can he have some sense of responsibility?! DOES HE EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. -_- also strolling home OR my aunt's house so early, as if we were night safari animals. anyway, so sickening. like NEWS FLASH : my life doesnt include calling some dumb phone like a million times to no avail. -_- ohwell.

2007-11-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

HEY! went shopping at bugis today again. haha celestine and i were wondering rather stupidly why bugis was so crowded today till we walked out and realised luozhixiang's coming to bugis. that was when we got the idea of calling weiyi! so met up with her and talked. hahaha. a combination of cel + weiyi = PW. anyway, note to self : stop linking everything to PW or andersen.

woke up at 11+ today. oh man this is bad.
RESOLUTION #1 : WAKE UP on time for lectures on monday!
i realised that this week, i only went to school once. ok digressing. so met up with cel and we went cafe cartel to eat. ohman, the SERVICE is like really slow la. we had to remind them for our SOUP of the day and for our ICECREAM. not to mention, they didnt deliver bread to us while they did so for others! ok not that i desperately wanna eat bread. kinda sick of it. haha. oh and this large group of people like stole my set B la. resulting in me having to eat set A. and resulting in us having special cups which i think contains LESSER coke than them. ok, moral of story : MEET UP EARLIER. hahaha. i guess early bird really catches the worm.

anyway, so took 133 to bugis. HAHA, saw dsa on 73. this is about my 5th or 6th time running into him outside school. wonder if kerr's jealous! HAHA. ok, so bought my book the first thing when we reached bugis. :D yay, and i have finished reading it! so was just shopping around, and still wanting ALOT of other stuff despite buying stuff. i seem to like white / cream jackets alot!
note to self : STOP making pointless statements that I will not follow.
eg. ME eyeing white / cream jackets while cel CONTINUES looking at jackets despite the fact that she has about 4 jackets. HAHA. btw, converse and everlast are on sale, and their jackets are not bad.

ok another point we made : Stop associating things we see with classmates.
Eg. Nike bottle with Bra's nalgeen, orange tanks with Brandon
disclaimer : not that bra's on our minds ALOT. hahaha.

argh, i SO wanna buy some cream/white jacket, a fox skirt, this red top from espirit WHICH AN OLD WOMAN STOLE FROM ME, shirts from bugis, new shoes for school, get a haircut, etc.
conclusion : they say money talks, but mine just waves goodbye. byebye. ):

hmm what else? dont feel like talking about the woman who stole THE ONLY XS top from me. sickening. i had to dig for it!! ( hyperbole, but still ) oh cel & i were so tempted to buy shirts from bugis street, you know those shirts which says ' 2 boyfriends are better than 1' , that we wanted to go borrow money from weiyi! HAHA. and i think having a really cold drink with you helps alot when you're in crowded and hot bugis street. HOWEVER, not advisable when one actually wants so shop. oh i bought my white (jean?) skirt at the same place where nornor got hers. HAHA!

wow, really long post. so after shopping, cel & i decided to call it a day. ooh and thanks for waiting for me as i was trying on stuff! haha. so i was on 317, on the way home. was really bored after travelling so much, so took out my book to read. and guess who boarded the bus when i was like in the middle of the first page? TY and his GF. haha so embarassing, they must be thinking i'm nerdy or something. ohwell! i realised the second last time i read a book in a public place, saw NY people too la. they too must be thinking im nerdy. HAHA. ok, i shall leave now. bye and i wonder how many would actually read this WORDY post. considering the fact that my font's really small. :D bye!

do you feel that sometimes even though you tried and tried, some things never seem to work? ): life's pretty unfair at times. ): or is it me?

2007-11-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

HEY! i'm back to blog. sigh, often when one has nothing to do, one would turn to blogging. anyway, I WANNA GO EGYPT! i want to see the ancient egypt sites, the nile, beaches etc. i wanna go italy too. hmm i shall list the countries i currently feel like going to now. HAHA

1. egypt

2. italy

3. france

4. germany

5. australia

ok due to the fact that i'm really bored i'm gonna blog on movies and their sequels!

so movies whose sequels i kinda like:

1. shrek

2. spider man

3. toy story

4. aladdin

movies whose sequels i DONT like :

1. bridget jones diary

2. pirates of the carribean. i liked the 3rd though

3. little mermaid

4. lion king ( songs are nice though )

5. LOTR ( third movie was not bad i think )

6. fantastic four

Harry Potter's an exception though. Because I like 1,2,3, am ok with 4 while I think the fifth movie sucked. The sixth one better not disappoint! haha. oh man you can give me suggestions on lists to make, and i will happily oblige. bye for now. :D

2007-11-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

Stand Still, Look Pretty

I want to paint my face
And pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even want to look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shakingIn the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

/

for the record, i'm not being emo or what. but i kinda can relate to this song man! today feels VERY holiday-ish since i erm couldn't wake up for school. ahwell. haha

2007-11-06T18:48:00.001+08:00

yay i'm an OGL. :D :D

2007-11-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

haha went to bugis with cel today to WINDOW shop. yes, sadly i'm broke as always. anyway, here are some conclusions! haha even though we both stay at serangoon gardens and i travelled by the purple line while she travelled the red, we took approximately the same time to reach bugis.

conclusion 1 : though both routes take the same duration, it depends on one's ability to catch the train.

because i didnt run for the bugis train while cel did, i was later by 7mins.

conclusion 2 : if we stay gardens all our lives, we'll spend half our lives on vehicles
that's cos to get to bugis, both of us have to walk, take bus AND train. gosh! plus, even with cars, the circus would JAM!

conclusion 3 : one should never reveal they are broke even when window shopping!

conclusion 4 : it kinda sucks staying in the middle of serangoon gardens cos you would be dependant on 317. plus NO matter what mode of public transport, you will take the same amount of time to reach home due to bus waiting time, etc.

note to self 1 : i should rob the bank

note to self 2 : i need to lose weight!

note to self 3 : ALWAYS bring your kino voucher out, and you could have gotten your very first MEG CABOT book.

complain 1 : 317 ought to come MORE frequently and have MORE buses with aircon
issue : yours truly here waited like 10mins for the bus today ( as usual ), and kinda got bus sick due to the lack of aircon and the bus. haha

realisation 1 : the buses i usually take have the digit 3 in it! eg. 317, 73, 136, 133

ok i have ran out of things to say already! HAHA.

p.s i hate my life or myself, to a certain extent. excluding certain days of cos

2007-11-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

YII. says:
i miss pw!
YII. says:
haha
; JOYCE. says:
me too
; JOYCE. says:
abit
; JOYCE. says:
like so weird online yet nth to do
YII. says:
yalor

PW officially ends today! according to joyce, she said that it feels kinda weird now that PW is over.yup i agree with her, beginning to feel quite empty w/o having to worry about many of the meeting ups and staying up late to type proposal,reflections ..

taken from janelle's blog! haha ok cant believe i'm doing like a PW memorial. -_- must be too free and bored.

2007-11-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

HEY!! PW IS OVER! haha cheers! i cant believe it's over, it feels very weird. very, indeed. glad tha H1s are over. you know PW and CHINESE. it's like finally finishing J1's work. sigh, people say that a jc student's life is boring. i'm beginning to think so. hello, i'm like a living example.

once again, im starting to miss phs life. you know, like always having somewhere to go after school instead of home. :/ oh and going to j8 like everyday and walking around j8 even though we walked passed them so many times! haha i think the best was playing catching in j8. and i miss venturing in amk with peipei. wonder what it would be like if amk hub was during our sec3-4 life. haha. ohwell, i think i lead a sad life now. ANYWAY, that's not the point.

had to report at 7.30 this morning. and throughout the night i kept thinking of the first main line i was going to say. " Hans Christian Andersen is best known for his fairy tales.." and i realised before i went to sleep yesterday, that i could ACTUALLY memorise my whole script. ehh without trying in a way. lol! maybe it's easy..weiyi can remember too. anyway, my presentation went pretty ok. so was Q&A i guess? if she understood what i was trying to say haha. and so qiao the guy whose queue chloe & i cut was in the same OP venue as me. i think we're quite fated. HAHA. oh and so was a quite cute guy. looks like J1s has some hope after all..i think.

Question of the day : why does the first group always seem to have really good presenters? and both groups before had video!! and brochures! ohwell, it doesnt matter anymore. although i got really pissed at her for screwing up the last part. bloody hell what's so hard about trying to sound enthu. monotone is damn boring la, fyi! i'm glad after PW, i dont have to tolerate her already OR talk to her. gosh =x

ooh and had class lunch at clarke quay after OP. it was nice! too bad mrs lim didnt come. ): OH and i suddenly remember what someone had to say about something. i bet it's personal la. hmmph. the food was good, but i felt more like a clique outing then CLASS. yup, so sad. class is not bonded at all. ohwell. i do wish cliques get bigger though. anyway, bye. i think my life's simply too depressing these days. do wish i could lock my blog posts. you know, certain ones.

haha i think i should start going shopping alone. =x oh and i really hope i get chosen as ogl. so sad! lynn thinks im not high. if the situation calls for it, i can be ok! haha. yup..and yes i worry about not making friends etc. sigh. life's complicated enough. haha

2007-10-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

TWO things i hate most. haha, not in order though.
1. losing things!
2. forgetting things. ok maybe like not formulas or what, like names of characters

anyway, i finished another of meg cabot cliched books! ok this book is too unbelievable already. the protagonist is like pretty, popular, smart, ( can i say this? ) nice figure also. haha note to authors : please make your people more believable. ok but i like the protagonist in teen idol though. she seems more..normal. anyway, that book i just read, it's like all the guys in it are cute / hot. so unrealistic. pssst..and my school is abnormal. now with the J2s gone..hou guo bu kan she xiang.

anyway, OP's coming. damn.

2007-10-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, i feel sick. for the second time today. it's like feeling very uncomfortable and puking yet you cant puke or do anything to feel less uncomfortable. argh, i hate this feeling. feels very morning sickness.

anyway, went home today cos i really was feeling sick. ( haha hope nornor is reading this ) and finished grey's anatomy seasonONE. haha sounds like alot right? no, it's actually 5 episodes. and i finally realised that there are only 9episodes in season1! so weird eh? maybe it was a trial show then it turned out to be a hit! im not liking season 3 though. maybe cos i know spoilers like burke is definitely gonna get kicked out while addison is moving. =x oh and someone likes someone which is totally weird.

anyway, ARGH still feeling sick and damn lazy to do pw. i feel like totally taking off the stupid characters in front. i feel stupid saying it anyway. haha. anyway good news is OP is the last of PW..speaking of PW, feel like ranting about someone. i think it's super obvious though. ok let me start.

wth, i hate it when you give that STUPID smile. eg. you were like late today hello? and UN-contactable. and then i have to ask for your i&r AND i still have to ask you to ask for a hole puncher. and bloody hell! you give me the whole puncher. am i like your maid now. and you bloody never contribute like at all. let's see from GPP to WR to OP. and i kindly help u edit ur script and you dont bother to edit it back yourself! sigh..i really have nothing to say about you. in fact, i wonder, are you even part of our group?! AND i think you have your self-interest at heart only. gosh, get a life!

ok bye. for the record : i still feel sick. and i think it's because of my neighbour cooking something which smells like decomposed ikan billis

2007-10-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

HEY. something suddenly struck me! ( i always blog when something strikes me ) anyway, i was thinking that an author has REALLY REALLY made an impact when their characters are like well known. hmm dont really know how to put this in words. and it sounds like my groundbreaker, Hans Christian Andersen. as in his characters The Ugly Duckling, Little Match Girl, Little Mermaid are pretty well known also. Although, on my part, I think Disney did that to little mermaid. anyway, that's NOT my point. the point is, the characters are so well-known and well-liked that real people like us actually can visualise them.

Ok an example would be Jane Austen's Mr Darcy. It helps when their books move to the big screen too I guess. PLUS, Helen Fielding's Mark Darcy. Ok, and many other authors too. But I think it depends..although I think I have fallen for almost, yes almost, ALL of meg cabot's male characters. okok, maybe my realisation's isnt that grand after all. maybe these authors just know how to tug the heart strings of people like me. but then again, the male characters are not as well-known!

Ok, I realise blogging about such things feels so much better than blogging about one's mundane life. As for my life, I realised to my horror, I'm like 2kg heavier. AND i'm beginning to feel fat in like everything i wear. i think this should mean something. haha. yah, and with this info in mind, I ATE LIKE 20 SATAYS at church's dinner just now. =x and i agree with many others. somehow, JC makes one fatter. oh damn. imagine when i start working? ok once again, this has slightly nothing to do with my life. haha. anyway, i would love to put my presents all together and take a photo but i'm pretty lazy to do so. I seem to have no time to do stuff somehow. like watch grey's anatomy season1, READ about my dear steven gerrard ( oh man, he's so sweet when he describes OR talks about his wife. ), pack my table neatly, etc. oh and get some patience to read pride&prejudice.

hmm really bored now. shall update myself on what my dream guy would be. note that it's dream. mark darcy + mr darcy + clayton westmoreland + steven gerrard + prince eric. oh, and i just realised something else too. even though i like both ronaldo & steven gerrard, i think ronaldo's more like eyecandy while gerrard's someone i would totally fall for. haha. that's why i'm interested in his life ok! oh and i think that sometimes it's just not the things someone does for you. it must be the guy + the things he does that makes you fall for him. however, in some cases, i guess if the guy's not right, then..yah.

ok i'm off. bye!

2007-10-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

HEY. it's my birthday today. haha (:

anyway special thanks to ALL who spent my birthday & celebrated it with me or gave me something. it's all greatly appreciated.

enjoyed class celebrations!
enjoyed lunch with chloe & selena!
enjoyed surprise & dinner with ahyi,huixin,keith, melissa,nornor,winnie ( in alphabetical order ok )
NOT FORGETTING JUZ & PEIPEI! :D thanks for everything man.oh plus, other people i spent the day with AND their well wishes. anyway, as long as you have wished me, you have made my day! haha. glad i saw EC after a period of time. in fact, kinda forgot he existed. haha!

feels weird being 17. anyway, thanks people. :D

2007-10-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

HEY. oh man i think i can get really obsessive at times. haha shall not reveal what it is although i think it's quite obvious. anyway, was late for school again. ohno, it's becoming a really bad habit that is hard to kick. stupid need to sleep.

anyway, went to school for NOTHING today la. was supposed to have lit but it was cancelled. so we went library and chanced upon grey's anatomy seasonONE! woohoo. haha and the best part is that chloe and i can borrow it for free. :D so watched like 2 episodes of it in school. wonder which idiot borrowed prison break season 1 the first few episodes. haha. i might go borrow it if i see it. SO, yup. all of a sudden i have nothing to say. haha i feel this urge to blog about some rather senseless things.

ok, anyway my birthday's coming. ( seriously not hinting or anything ) but i find it weird. i cant believe it's coming. kinda having mixed feelings about it. haha =x ok and i realised i get influenced very easily. ok, having another urge to go borrow and read bridget jone's diary. although i feel like reading pride&prejudice, i think i wouldn't have the patience to do so.

back to my obsessive behaviour. cant believe the things i do cos i'm obsessed with something! haha. ok totally random. (: but then again, that's what blogs are for

quote from bridget jones : It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces.

i think it applies to me. haha ok cya

2007-10-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

just finished watching bridget jones's diary! haha well well, to think in the past i thought it was a stupid movie. ok it's nice if you're someone like me. haha and i realised the movie was like 6 years ago! I think i'm like deprived of movies or something. ok and i want to watch the sequel to it now. haha but i cant find it and the only solution is to rent it. oh man, xin tong ok. so if you wanna be nice cos my birthday's like coming, perhaps you can give me an ang bao or something so i can rent it. HAHA! oh then i can rent books too. YUP.

gosh, i think i will also have some reflections after watching movies. anyway, i was thinking why i never saw the meili in colin firth or mattew mcconaughey. HAHA then i realised that sometimes it's not entirely about looks but erm the things they do or say. or maybe it's the character! anyway, some trivial information. colin firth actually acted as mr darcy in some tv's version of pride&prejudice. i think he's a not bad mr darcy considering he's not bad in bridget jones's as MARK darcy.

ok people who dont watch bridget jones must have no idea what i'm talking about. gosh, kinda tempting to rent the sequel! and video EZ's like pretty nearby. okok, and i realised something else too! i only get all these weird thinking and romantic notions stuck in my head when i have nothing to do. cos like when i have nothing to do, i would read / watch movies and hence all these funny ideas get stuck in my head. maybe i should learn from ahyi and start reading about murder or something! haha. so here's a positive effect of studying : your head would be full of merit goods OR free radical substitution to be even thinking about bridget jones or shopaholic series or mr darcys.

ok back to bridget jones. i suggest if you happen to be reading my blog and have no interest in her, you can go blog hop to someone else already. ANYWAY, i think the appealing factor is that even though she's kinda fat, doesnt think before she speaks, constantly has embarrassing moments etc, someone actually likes/loves her for who she is. ( i personally think love is too big a word ) ok and to quote mark darcy " I like you, just the way you are" haha. oh and it's something in the way he looks at her.

moving on, remember my revelation on why i suddenly see the meli in colin firth? i realised despite watching about 4 hugh grant movies, I HAVE YET TO SEE HIS MEILI-ness. haha ok, i shall go watch devil wears prada now and maybe hercules after that. hmm i'm actually moving away from romantic comedies or romance! ok bye.

p.s i know this is a rather weird entry. haha maybe i should put a disclaimer on top of my entry or something.

2007-10-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

HEY! haven't blogged for some time. haha changed my blogskin. i think i need a change of scenery! ok, i think the tagboard looks weird. contemplating if i ought to take it out or leave it. ok, anyway was late for school today. like for the 4th to 5th time? oops. i could wake up, just that i kept snoozing. anyway, I HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON. had to go into lt2 late and had to stupidly pretend to open the door to get people's attention. haha stood there helplessly for a while before i hid in a corner, took a deep breath, and stupidly try to open the door!

ok. guess i havent blogged about results. hmm was ok la. quite disappointed with maths although it was expected. upset by lit too but i never did do well for lit on normal occasions. hahaha. quite happy by econs. U to C. :D and i was even planning to give up on it totally. i keep having this feeling it's tyco though but.. NVM. sigh if only i could keep my paper. oh disappointed by gp essay too. ): ohwell, life goes on.

gosh, i'm such a junk food junkie these days. monday - pizza. tuesday - ICE CREAM, instant noodles, chips. wednesday - ice cream ( again! ), fries, chocolate. and i cant rmbr when's the last time i exercised. haha maybe walking done seven hills and out of the lane is considered some kind of exercise!

hmm, ok time to do OP slides. ): and maybe revise on integration. oh and I MUST REACH SCHOOL ON TIME TOMORROW. AND WAKE UP.

p.s i need new earrings! my green one is spoilt and so is my ring one. ): ( hint)

2007-10-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.

Winnie the Pooh

2007-10-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

omg, I WANT TO WATCH LITTLE MERMAID ON BROADWAY! haha i was happily doing pw and searching for a hans christian andersen video when i chanced upon this video. apparently it's a song on little mermaid, broadway. and then i found another nice song too! AHH. nice. (: i kinda miss choir after hearing the songs. haha!

not really looking forward to the days ahead. mixed feelings. =x anyway, if you love little mermaid or something go search it on youtube. ' Someone Like You - Little Mermaid ' AND If Only - Little Mermaid on Broadway.

p.s and i realised i cant find the lyrics online. argh

2007-10-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

OH MAN THE WEATHER IS OFFICIALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY!

haha watched the simpsons & hairspray. and omg, ZAC EFRON is love. :D so cute lah. oh man can't believe i'm becoming like those young girls who are crazy for me. he really is a certified Mcdreamy! hmm let's see how long this will last. so far, ronaldo's the longest followed by brad pitt (in his younger days) and orlando bloom AND thomas ong. haha i wonder what random people who read my blog think i am weird or something. hahaha.

anyway, went to the library today and borrowed books! another love. ok i'm currently hooked onto another of meg cabot's books. and something struck me! when i get my FIRST paycheck, i'm so gonna spend it on meg cabot's books. haha i once read in 8days or something that jean danker splurged on like hello kitty stuff after she got her first paycheck. hmm maybe in future i shall have a library consisting of my favourite authors. if i have the patience & time, i would re-read pride & prejudice. oh man i rather THAT be my lit book. it would be give me such joy & satisfaction just to highlight signficant quotes from mr darcy or something.

oh, while i was surfing the net for zac efron, i chanced upon this new movie that will only be in cinemas JAN 2008! anyway, it looks really nice! here's the storyline by yahoo movies

Jane is idealistic, romantic and completely selfless--a perennial bridesmaid whose own happy ending is nowhere in sight. But when younger sister Tess captures the heart of Jane's boss--with whom she is secretly in love--Jane begins to reexamine her "always-a-bridesmaid..." lifestyle.

anyway, it stars the lovely Katherine Heigl from grey's anatomy. oh man, you girls should check out the trailer. i love the clothes! haha and it also costars the dashing James Marsden! btw, he's in hairspary too! (: haha i feel like i'm promoting this movie, but i think it's gonna be NICE!! and coincidentally, at the library today, i chanced upon 2 books about weddings and bridesmaids. something kinda like this storyline. i better remember and MAKE time for this movie man.

anyway, you ought to check out the trailer if u're free. go to yahoo movies! ok i shall go and finish my meg cabot book before returning online. BYE PEOPLE!

p.s name i currently like : luke! (:

2007-10-04T18:45:00.001+08:00

haha, i realised i have been blogging alot these days. anyway, the weather is so damn hot la. like for the past few weeks already!! ok, no point in complaining.

oh, and guess what there's pw tomorrow. looks like the pw torture has begun. it'll be like WR and I&R and OP. oh the horror.

anyway, i suddenly thought of what i wanted to blog about! HAHA the other day chloe and i were saying imagine if you worked in like the rental bookstore, u'll get to read the whole day! imagine working in borders! think of the aircon. hahaha. but then again, i think to work in a bookstore would be like erm arranging books and doing stock or sth? and i realised something. i have never worked for others before! haha. ok, not that i want to.

damn, i'm either too bored or random.

2007-10-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

HAHA. oh, i forgot to add that PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. the previous announcement in my blog was self proclaimed. (: anyway, was having msn conversations with first 3 months friends. surprisingly, zhirong was actually teaching me how to interpret Shakespeare language. hahaha. It is not within the stars our destiny lies, but within ourselves. meaningful eh? HAHA i like this one : Shakespeare said, Love looks not with the eyes but with the mind: therefore cupid was painted blind

really glad i took lit man. haha ok no link! anyway, back to what i wanted to blog about. oh yah, having conversations. so i started talking to jinwei. oh and our conversation made me realised the guys i like are usually unattatainable. ohwell, but how to lower / change one's taste? and sadly, my life is one big cycle. the ones who usually like me aren't my type. is that karma or what? lol. anyway jinwei got lucky la. oh and it suddenly dawned on me how much he has changed when i first talked to him online! btw, he's the first stranger i talked to in yj. hahaha.

anyway, when i was talked to him, he was bloody rude la AND chauvinistic AND kept addressing me as woman or oie. funny how people change in such a short period of time. and his nick was LOL cos i insulted his previous one. speaking of people change, as i was walking home, i suddenly thought of the friends i used to be close to. yep used to in the sense that we dont even talk to each other anymore. i wonder if we are even friends haha.

hmm is it cos we changed? or is it cos we simply didnt talk so we became estranged? ohwell i think our friendship's kinda irreversible. we moved on so much till it's too weird to become friends or be in each other's clique already. LIFE. looking forward to more of life examples. LOL.

oh and my dad was saying the other day i ought to start thinking of my future. OH NO. i dread to think of it. i really wonder what uni would be like. like, what would i take? would i study in singapore or overseas? hmmmm.

2007-10-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA ZHENG LILING! :D

haha celebrated mel's birthday today. ok, in a way lah. i think gonna have another celebration after promos? haha. i realised our clique only gets together on birthdays. hmm at least we still get together. haha, but winnie & huixin, you guys are missed! wonder AND hope we will celebrate huixin's birthday together. (: anyway, it's great being together again. makes me think of the old phs days lah. when we used to walk out damn slowly out of school cos either we're waiting for pple / waiting for mel or ele to talk finish to people or simply cos we walk too damn slowly. hahaha. ok this is weird. me the impatient one kinda missing the days when we were damn damn slow! i remember if recess was at 1025, by the time we got our food it would be 1050. haha even with cutting queue!

ok enough with all these memories. sometimes i wonder if i'm too sentimental. haha. and i seem to remember stuff everyone forgets. ): ooh yah saw huifeng & simin today too. last time i saw them was PHS PASAM MALAM? hahaha. and juz too. :D BLAH, it's holiday tomorrow and i have no damn idea what i'm gonna do. how brutually honest and yet pathetic in a way. =x nvm, joyce will live.

argh, complexion's getting worse. ): this is damn bad for my esteem and ego man. ): if i could only ask for ONE thing, it's not to change any part of my face but to have a clearer complexion. ohwell. life's pretty hard and unfair on me. ok it's a rather mean statement considering that i'm probably better off than others. BUT STILL.. ): my birthday wish man.

haha, i have officially no mood to blog now. bye.

p.s oh no, eyecandy's gonna graduate soon. ):

/ ohwell, the really sad thing is when asked to give 2 names, i couldnt even think of any. =x i lead such a mundane life.

2007-10-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

haha it's october already. and i think alot of birthdays are coming up. ( including mine :D ) haha how time flies. and i'm starting to feel old.

anyway, was surfing blogs and i realised that there's something wrong with the way i set targets. ok , this is terrible. was at the person's blog, and she was like aiming for Bs and Cs. okok i know it's common but i seem to be aiming for Ds and Es. gosh, abit late to wake up right. ohwell there's next year.

anyway, lit tomorrow. shit i think i have slacked for too long. i think i need my competitive streak back. hahaha. but i seem unable to compete. =x argh. okok we'll see how things go but this time joyce will aim higher. :D :D

2007-09-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

oh man, i realised i'm really obsessed with disney ( mainly the little mermaid & aladdin ) and ronaldo as i was sorting out the photos stored on the computer. haha.

ooh was watching infernal affairs 3 / wu jian dao last night. and i must say, OMIGOSH it's damn nice la! no wonder it was remade hollywood style. haha and while watching this movie right, i actually had to pause and think. ( cos it's actually quite complicated ) anyway, it's damn nice! loving tony leung. hahaha. oh and it's COMPARABLE to prison break ok. speaking of prison break, i cant wait for tuesday!

woohoo, no sch tmr. :D

oh , and i think when it comes to searching for lyrics, google's the best! anyway, i love this song!

You dance over me

while I am unaware

You sing all around

but I never hear the sound

Lord I'm amazed by You

Oh how You love me

You paint the morning sky

with miracles in mind

My hope will always stand

For You hold me in Your hand

How deep

how wide

How great

is Your love for me

ok gonna re-watch infernal affairs now. haha (:

2007-09-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

sigh. joyce is having inner conflict within herself. haha, you know i really love reading fiction books. but i realise they always have the same storyline. you know single girl living in this cosmopolitan city and either hurting from a really bad breakup / has a ex they are still in love with/ blahblah and somehow out of ALL the guys they meet this dashing guy who's totally sweet, caring, most of the time rich, good in bed, etc. ' the perfect guy ' somehow or rather this books make me have some sense of loss, like i'm missing something in life. and i have this rather sad feeling that these guys can never come to life you know. and that i'm never gonna have this happy ending like in the books. which is the girl gets the guy la. be it the one they couldnt get over or some new totally perfect guy. i guess you know what i mean. haha

as much as i hate all this typical ending and cliched storylines, i love reading them. argh! maybe it's because i'm able to escape this world by reading them? sometimes i think we ought to kill these fiction authors and DISNEY. haha cos they put these ideas in our head. you know like preconceived notions that all girls WOULD EVENTUALLY have a happy ending with their PRINCE charming. ironic eh, i can totally see through them yet i fall prey to them. and i bet i sound cynical yet longing. sorry la, this means INNER CONFLICT ok. haha ok i feel like i'm having split personalities or something.

oh man too bad sidney sheldon died. ): then i wouldnt be reduced to reading this fiction. maybe then i'll be more motivated to be a career woman. gosh, i wanna change my blogskin yet i'm lazy to sift the ones i actually like from the over 1000+ blogskins. yep, THAT IS HOW I FOUND THIS SKIN OK. ok i feel like reading my book yet i dont want too cos it would make me disillusioned. ok yes i know i'm this weird person that cannot seem to make up her mind. OH, and i finally bought myself a little mermaid dvd. (: i have the vcd la, just that i think the quality's kinda bad and by owning a dvd, i would be able to keep it longer oh and watch better quality little mermaid. :D oh and i realised eric, from little mermaid, has dimples! hmm coming to think of it, i dont know alot of guys with dimples.

and i went places today. hahah went kovan, bishan, novena. met up with nornor, mel ,keith and met thomas at kovan! gosh feeling tired. and how come some little people online tonight! oh man i cant find any nice picture of prince eric. ): ohwell the icon above shall be dedicated to my entry today.

2007-09-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

awww. haha too bad they're no longer together and he's a jerk. hmmph! anyway, was i was looking at the one tree hill pics, i realised chad kinda reminds me of brad pitt in a way. they're quite similiar. anyway, i'm totally in love with sophia bush. HAHA, sounds les but i think she's really pretty. (:

omg her dimples!

p.s i really do like guys ok. haha

2007-09-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch hairspray. ): i wanna watch movies too!! it's been a long long time since the last movie. i dread to say i THINK the last movie i watched was harry potter. haha ohwell, THE H2S ARE OVER! woohoo :D hmm should be able to promote i guess. unless sth screws up really really bad. i hope not hahaha pls let me pass maths! hmm post exams usually make me feel empty. haha, anyway good luck to those who are STILL having promos. if you still have the time to read my blog la haha. yay it's chinese tmr and holiday on monday. bad thing about chinese : zuowen! i wonder what i will get for A levels man.

guess what i did when i reached home today? PRISON BREAK! and it's season 3 already ok, in case you think i'm slow. :D gosh, it's NICE!! and it's only the 2nd episode. and the NEXT episode's on 1oct. speaking of days, october is coming up already! ( hint hint ) oh no, i'm really bored and have nothing to do except blog. i kinda miss fox river man. ( it's the very 1st prison in prison break ) oh, and i was thinking how coincidental it was since prison break is from fox channel. i think i'm really bored that i would like name the top ten guys i like for now. in no particular order i guess.

1. wentworth miller / michael scofield
2. steven gerrard. ( omg i realised i have been spelling his name wrongly all this while! )
3. ronaldo of course
4. prince eric
5. ZAC efron!
6. i like lesser guys now haha
7. OH NO
8. ah huh! daniel wu (:
9. this shall go in another day
10. ok i like xani something from liverpool

haha oh man i'm kinda blogging the way chloe does. as in the bored part. i feel like watching prison break season 1 again. oh and kim samsoon and one tree hill. hmmm my stupid prison break partner isnt replying me. i wonder what's nice on tv today.

OH NO I'M REALLY BORED I NEED TO WATCH SOMETHING NICE OR GO READ A BOOK.

bye i shall start surfing the net or something. ):

2007-09-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

i wonder how much more my poor heart can take. i know i should be studying but argh, i need to get this off my head. why oh why. why is this also happening to me. i should count the amount of times man by reading ALL my past blog entries. want to guess why i'm upset.

a. the person was quite hard
b. i'm quite stupid
c. i spent some time on this
d. afraid i cant scrape a pass
e. was counting on maths & chem to promote
f. i thought i could do this
g. i thought i was prepared
h. i thought i would improve like significantly. ( in my bloody dreams )
i. i really am stupid
j. i waste time studying
h. all of the above.

no prizes for guessing huh. and the shitty thing is that it's affecting my mood. AND I HAVE A FREAKING CHEMISTRY PAPER TMR. argh, ok i'm feeling whiny and like a bratty kid. but honestly how many times have this happened to u. life sucks. ):

not even looking forward to end of promos

or the end of the year

or results.

dammit.

i've fallen too much that it hurts to climb back up

p.s i know i cant take failure.

2007-09-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY :D

oh man, promos like in A DAY's TIME! crap, and today was like tutition, church, eom. how productive can i get man. :/ GOSH, anyway you should compare and contrast my studying like from the start of this week on study break on friday. i think it's alot messier now though.

HAHA oh, and chloe and i have now renamed zac efron as the new McDreamy :D maybe we can come out with a Mcsteamy and Mchottie. the road ahead is bleak man. promos, CHINESE, PW.

sigh, i miss people. ): ok shall start studying at a grand time of 11.17 pm. and i'm left with a conclusion for my EOM. good luck to me man and those who actually have time to read my blog for the promos! ciao.

i see no point, since we're on parallel lines.

2007-09-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

TEN MORE DAYS. oh no kinda scared and worried and have a bad feeling about promos. :/ HAHA anyway coincidences of all coincidences, chloe and i have the same ringtone! lol, it's our all time favourite song. :D

oh man i so have to blog about these irritating group of chauvinistic and DAMN BLOODY NOISY guys. ok they're so noisy until my whole row is affected and even brandon who is sitting like a row in front of us can hear them. -_- ok, it's pretty normal to talk during lectures but do they have to pick on every single thing?! and insult the lecturer like shit? if they're SO smart, why dont they lecture. and when they HAPPENED to spot a mistake, and it turns out to be really a mistake, they act like the own the world. ok, they used the words ' that ***** got owned'. gosh, irritating fellows and i cant believe i voted for one of them. i must have been blind.

i'm glad i told them off indirectly, they ought to have taken the hint. too bad they didn't fall down the stairs. ahwell, if it was in LT4 i bet they would have.

ok i'm done here. haha currently in love with ashely tisdale's kiss the girl. (: go watch on youtube! and it's a reminder that i have to get a new little mermaid dvd. after promos man. too bad, the guy doent look as shuai as prince eric. ahh, anticipating the day i see a LIVE prince eric. haha =x

2007-09-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell me

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

haha my favourite song for now. :D btw, ( i bet you didnt know this ) but this song is in 3 movie soundtracks! 13 going on 30, how to deal & win a date with tad hamilton. anyway, life resumes back to normal tomorrow. i think i'm ALWAYS saying this but the days pass way to fast man. is it because we live in Singapore? haha would time pass slowly if you lived in the countryside or something? hmm.

oh and the lastest scandals going on about ronaldo ( yes, sadly ) and the hsm stars somehow are like a reminder of the world we live in. yep quite sad and lynn, i share your sentiments totally. what is really real in this world today ? i wonder. at least, there's still my decent steven gerrad! haha someone worth marrying in future ok. as in someone like him. hmm maybe one day i should blog about the perfect guy! he should be a mixture of prince eric, mr darcy, steven gerrad, mr wee ( HAHA).. would add more to my list if i come across them.

sigh. and tuition has made me realised sa & ac have really nice school shirts. i saw this ac shirt with the words 'love actually' at the back. so nice la! NY should do something man. okok easier said than done. =x but still..

i feel like watching kim samsoon again la!

ok time to hit the books. being a jc student is horrid. argh.

2007-09-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

sigh, holidays have like come to an end. gosh, it's way too fast. and i cant believe my crash course has ended. haha, feels so weird. went back to school for consultation & met up with chloe. :D feels weird going back to an empty school. i think it's feels more like home when it's filled with people even though i dont know like 85% of the population. hmm maybe 90? haha. anyway, glad i caught up with chloe although i doubt much has happened in 1 week! AND WE SAW this guy from our lit class. hahaha of all places, sg macs! i realise chloe & i tend to giggle whenever we see someone familar. lol, that sounds damn primary school. but we laugh cos we have names for them ok! as in the guy who ____

i think i have no life, but then again what is life? ok no life in the sense that i SERIOUSLY don't know what i'm doing and sad to say, studying isnt even my life. hmm this is the reason why i hate fridays. i think too much! ok i think i always use that line on chloe. oh, i think it's kinda sad to see that you all are so close while i'm not. but then again, were we even close in the first place? or were we just acquaintances who merely hang out with each other to pass time? i wonder.

sometimes, i wish dreams could come true.
this sounds very m2m

can you & i collide?

2007-09-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

22 more days to promos!!

oh man, how exciting. haha =x anyway, i realised i'm more afraid of promos then o levels. drats. as i was saying to mel the other day, we're all in this SHIT together. so yah, and note to self : STUDY like you mean it.

ok, a rather lame post. just want to let the world know i'm alive yet dying inside. HAHA this is what vectors can do to a person like me. anyway about 30+ days before all this ends! till then i guess.

p.s i think zac efron's cute! HAHA :D

2007-08-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

oh man. econs test tomorrow. :/ haha anyway, while i was kind wasting time in the afternoon i chanced upon a show i used to watch! gosh, it's so heartbreaking la. ok it may seem cliched but it's still nice! and that guy's love for that girl is so..sigh. ok actually both of them like or maybe love each other yet circumstances dont allow them to be together. sigh and that show actually has a sad ending. ohwell.

haha there was the hunt today! was quite interesting and i'm glad i could see my eyecandy there. :D and no, he's not inside the hunt in case you happen to be from nyjc and you happen to chance upon my blog. and WOOHOO IVY ANG DID 72 I-PULLS in 30 SECONDS!

cant wait for promos to be over. got a million things i SO wanna do. haha ohwell for now, clear promos! ok..ECONS! with a heavy heart, here i go.

p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELENA! :D

2007-08-22T16:07:00.000+08:00

HEY. oh man i have to blog about my quite suay day today! first of all, i overslept. it's the 2nd time this week and today's on tuesday? haha so rushed like mad, lucky it was raining today otherwise i would be marked late. haha but rushing was worth it since i saw someone near the gate & met celestine! :D haha

day was pretty boring and compre test would be added to my list of screwed up tests! haha assembly was some napfa challenge thing. it's like our class was like waiting excitedly to see IVY do ipull. yet, they postponed it to tomorrow. haha napfa challenge is like watching ordinary people do really extreme things. ok, suay thing no. 2 happened! i boarded 136 and realised to my UTTER HORROR that my ezlink card was still with lynn. so i malu-edly got down the bus. and there were like so many people at the bus-stop! haha ok i went to find lynn after that.

suay thing no.3! i bought food and thought i saw 317 coming. so i ran and realised that 317 was going to the interchange and not inside my estate. wah, SECOND time this happened to me. lol, luckily only this chij girl saw what i did. but wouldn't you feel stupid if you ran for the wrong bus?

haha it's selena's birthday tomorrow. (: sigh, and omg i better not oversleep. it's like chemistry tutorial first thing in the morning! hope we're not getting chemistry paper back. traumatising. ok i shall proceed to do something useful.

2007-08-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

haha yay! WRITTEN REPORT, VERSION TWO IS FINALLY COMPLETED. ahh, feeling such a sense of liberation. and it cost me to have only about 5+ hours of sleep. ok and some conflict within my group. lol

anyway, chloe joined my tuition. :D haha so i'm like gonna see her everyday except for saturday. ok as we were entering orchard plaza, we saw this guy. i casually mentioned to chloe that he looked like a typical guy we see in ny. chloe took one look at him and was like ' OMG, he's from my tribe'. haha as we were heading to the office to pay fees, we met that very same guy there too. for some reason, we started laughing. i was happily laughing till i saw chloe's face change. so i turned around and guess who i saw? THE GUY WHO ALLOWED US TO CUT HIS QUEUE! hahaha so damn coincidental then both of us starting laughing at what a small world it is. for like the millionth time already. then the receptionist was like asking us why we were so high. LOL! of all places to meet people.. maybe one day i'll find my soulmate in some weird place too. haha

sigh, feeling irritated with some people recently. i mean some people can be really dense and not even know it. that's so !@#$!@#$%. anyway i got a new pencil case. :D ok i gotta hit the books already. BYE!

2007-08-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

yay! i found some lost disney songs on the computer. :D sigh, anyway i wish i was a child again who devoted like almost all her free time watching disney movies instead of studying. ok here's the saddest part ever! i studied quite hard for chemistry test yet.. i think i wont be able to pass and there goes 12.5%. and guess what. LAST chance to improve is promos again. ohwell, well done joyce. i wonder if i'm feeling down because i studied quite hard / the test was hard / i really am stupid / scared i wont be able to use chem to promote. SIGH! cant possibly be using econs eh :/

HAHA somehow, i managed to eat like 2boxes of the meiji strawberry chocolate today. i shared with peopl lah. lol i ate one box through math tutorial and the other one after chem test. and the chocolate kinda ruined my appetite la. it's like i didnt even eat during break OR lunch. hmm only positive thing today? I SCORED 20/30 for zuowen. first time so high, ok? i hope some smart person isnt reading my blog and thinking i'm like dense or something. ( hope people wont claim they are, haha )

ahh, so sad didnt get to see eyecandy today! nvm, there's always tmr. sigh next challenge : MATH TEST. i desperately, really need to pass. ok, i'm off. haha something of mel's blog. (:

we are all either madly in love, slightly in love, dreaming about love, recovering from love, reflecting on love, wondering where it is, where it went, when it's coming back and if it's coming back.

i think i'm on the last one! hahaha.

2007-08-11T13:57:00.000+08:00

HAHA i read like 2 meg cabot books in like 13 hours! :D teen idol & the boy next door. although, i badly wanna read boy meets girl. last time i checked, it was available at cheng san community lib! anyway, i think meg cabot books are really nice ok. and CHLOE TAN, you ought to read them instead of historic novels. lol, ok anyway people get the hint although i know my birthday's in like about 2 months time. i would absolutely love to own teen idol & boy meet girl. (: speaking of birthdays, happy birthday cel!

oh gosh, my mom has signed me up for some tuition class for math in orchard. ahh..and it's pretty early in the morning la. ok number 1 thing i had about group tuition, i don't know anyonw there. ): sigh. suddenly feel sick of doing the things i do. AND have i mentioned how irritating my neighbour is? THANKS to his sudden urge of having a pond of some sort, we have to like inhale glue and noise pollution la. i would also like to add that the glue is the kind pple get addicted to ok. the glue sniffers kind of glue. -_- like wth. AND IT TAKES THEM 3 LONG WEEKS TO BUILD A STUPID POND. sigh. ok i better be going, wasted studying time on reading. lol someone help me, i keep re-reading teen idol. :/ like excessively. okok i'm off.

(:

2007-08-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

ahh. do i have to say this? life can be pretty unfair at times. allocative inefficiency!! haha and i realised ( thanks to chloe ), i tend to like / view as eyecandy certain types of guys. i'm beginning to think they kinda look alike. haha ok all this is damn random.

ok i feel damn stupid la. was doing a chemistry worksheet during extra lesson today. and not only am i stupid, i'm SLOW too. sigh, and it's supposed to be easy la! ooh, AND MET UP WITH DEAREST PEIPEI TODAY. and i declare i have missed her so man. :D :D too bad she doesnt have internet connection. cant wait for tmr in a way, get to see familiar faces and all. anyway, quite an amusing convs. if you read harry potter and all.

; JOYS.:
ok la u all picking up peipei hor

a_or:
NO

a_or:
we're conjuring magic spells tgt

; JOYS.:
ooh

; JOYS.:
=x

a_or:
btw nornor trying to levitate my sofa

; JOYS.:
lol

; JOYS.:
oh so nornor at ur hse ah

; JOYS.:
i tht the other way round

a_or:
oh

a_or:
yup

a_or:
now she's trying to turn my hair blue

a_or:
irritating i tell you

; JOYS.:
HAHA

; JOYS.:
i'm studying for potions test tmr

a_or:
she says she might disapparate to your hse if she feels like later

a_or:
woah

a_or:
gotta work hard. if no snape's gonna give u a hearing

; JOYS.:
yah

a_or:
my finishing my parchment soon

; JOYS.:
ok i'll send an owl to ur place soon

; JOYS.:
HAHAHHA

a_or:
btw, mel's patronus is a pig

; JOYS.:
whoaaaa

a_or:
cool huh

a_or:
btwe if ure trying to use the floo network, it doesnt work at my place

a_or:
i happen to not have a fireplace

a_or:
okok, i gtg. everybody's outside watching muggle tv

; JOYS.:
okok bye

CONCLUSION? HAHAHA. and btw it was keith in nor's account.

2007-08-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

Some things you don't want to hear, some things are said cause you can't stay silent, some things are more than what you say they are what you do, some things you keep to yourself, & not too often but every now & then some things simply speak for themselves

HEY there. sigh i'm so not in the mood to be doing work / studying today. it's like i have my other half of my have-to-redo econs essay left. and i'm not really sure how to do it. =x ahwell. nvm my life goes on. haha ms yee's favourite phrase whenever she wanted us to do an audition. ok weirdly, i kinda miss her and phs choir. ok maybe all things phs? I MISS LIT LESSONS.

anyhow, highlight of the day was that we celebrated the august people birthdays! haha it's like the first class birthday celebration? and we had like 6 pple who were born in august in total. so before the celebration, the class was like just sitting in the canteen writing on the birthday cards of these 6 pple! lol like autograph session.

hmm, i found out that lynn was like in the same pri sch as like eugene ng, jiahui and andrina. HAHA, my FAVE ALL-TIME PHRASE, it's such a small world. anyway we have a club now that consists of lynn, jan, chloe, sel & i. haha although we decided to rename ourselves because erm that's another club called the princess club? HAHA speaking of clubs, kinda got into a cat fight today! lol ok it doesnt sound as bad as it sounds.

it all started when ivy and ruolin asked me and chloe if we wanted to go gym. haha, and then they started persuading chloe to train so she can do 10 of the guy pullups. before i knew it, ( i was on the phone also la ), they kind dragged chloe. so it was like the 4 of us trying to pull each other away from the other. then lynn and jan joined in. HAHAH, so in the midst of our pulling, chloe was like ok pause, put down bag first. and ruolin & ivy had this grand idea of carrying us? so they carried lynn and chloe la, ( jan PS US ). they tried to carry me too but i sat down and screamt with all my might! HAHA yah i know damn unglam. ok childish and i think too detailed too! LOL

ok, now that i have wasted about 15mins here, i shall attempt to drag myself to my room and force econs out from my head. :/ how exciting. bye guys. btw, peipei's landing in singapore at 1010! haha wonder how much she has changed.

2007-08-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

HAHA felt like posting this pic after seeing it in janelle's and chloe's blogs. AHH this is the biggest motivation to study like damn hard. i cant bear the thought of not being with the class again next year or starting over. sigh got to redo econs essay. ): wonder how long i'll take to do it again. hmm things to look forward to next week : peipei coming back & phs pasar malam? HAHAH accoring to new paper ok. i think i'm being flooded with hwk for the entire weekend. that's my new life.

guess what? i realised that my cousin's in the same class as my eye candy. :D :D

anyway, OMG i cannot stand her.

2007-08-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

it's not about being perfect, but about being happy.

HEY! haha i managed to kick my online habit. AHH 53 days to promos and the workload is getting heavier. ): haha, anyway GUESS WHAT! i saw steven gerrad today. on channelnewsasia in school! haha. i know it's rather lame, but somehow i wanna blog about it. cant wait for the barclays season to start. but BAD NEWS people, promos =x about 67 MORE days before i'm free.

phs carnival next weds! haha wonder who else's going back. oh man this post is so random. ok i'm off. ZUOWEN & ECONS.

2007-07-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

HELLOO! i have something important to say, haha. I FINISHED READING HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. :D ah i feel so exhilirated. and i have this sense of accomplishment. although i think i would have been much better and i would have felt sadder for those who died if not for my DEAR brother, sis and shermaine for the spoilers! ok la, i'm a gracious person. anyway, i must say this book really lived up to its hype and J.K ROWLING is like a really damn great writer. i'm still lost in the book although i finished it like 1hour and 46mins ago.

sigh and back to my life. STUDY STUDY STUDY. oh plus, PW PW PW. and maybe pass an open book test for once =x

2007-07-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

all i want is one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same

hey. today was actually eventful, in a way. haha. school was alright and is starting to feel routine-ish. LOL and once again she did her trademark ' i will not help you '. ok now that i have told my mom my results, the first part is over. wonder after next week when she sees mrs lim, whether she will actually get pissed off with me. oh and my mom didn't get pissed off with me as expected. instead she was kinda sad. =x i think it made me feel a whole lot worse. ok, another motivation to really, really study hard man. you know, my only fear is that later my efforts do not get paid off.

ANYWAY, brighter side of life. lit class was kinda fun. sometimes i wonder what we're doing. it's like class intereaction la! ok cos everyone was supposed to share what we would do if we got wealthy. so bran, weiyi, me , chloe, lynn & janelle were sitting in the same row. then we decided to say " we'll all travel around the world together with keli " haha cos we didnt want to exclude her. and i think keli got kinda paiseh. HAHA but it was fun. and we actually felt kinda nervous before we say it. lol 0723 bonding!

ok, then this series of stupid events happened. i took a bus to seragoon gardens. and stupid ELEANOR TAY LINGZHI claimed she was heartbroken and depressed. =x and also claimed i'm not there when she needs me. den i took bus to toapayoh to meet her lah. and once again, my change of plans resulted in me meeting mel& keith. mel practically screamt my name when she was inside the train. haha so my two lovely friends, dragged me to town. sigh no mood for town with sucky hair man. hahaha. and when i met them, they told me that ELEANOR was gonna meet them too. so had some confusion thanks to dear eleanor. ok i think i'm being too hard on her. (: then winnie came to join us too!

haha then was at cine when i met dear kwai hoong. kinda weird lah, meeting someone you saw in sch a few hours ago. and she was with sec sch friends too! oh and she has mel's spongebob and patrick theme in her phone. LOL. so we spent some time in town then went back to bishan. luckily i called my mom in time! yep, and i told her my results. sigh, dont wanna disappoint her again. ): you know, although i ALWAYS dont get along with my mom, she means alot to me.

ok, i'm gonna start studying already. shit was supposed to leave at 11pm. ok bye. plus, i'm really glad i saw keith,mel,winnie and even eleanor too la. :D

2007-07-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

i bet you built me up this high just so i could crash a little harder.

sigh, once again joyce has to learn her lesson the hard way. seriously la, i have never expected jc life to be this hard. lol if hard is the word. i feel stupid,ugly and fat. yep it's in order haha. i seriously hate hate my hair. i think it makes my face fatter. =x hair please grow man!

gosh, i felt damn sick during econs today. i guess talking about A-Cs would make one sick if you have gotten like straight Us all the way while the class is like aiming for 100% passes for promos. esp when your grade for midyears is damn low.haha cos in a way, i really don't wanna pull the class stats down. PLUS, of course i badly really wanna pass but there's a line between desiring to pass and whether you have the ability to pass.

so not looking foward to next friday. and i wonder how i'm gonna tell my mom about my grades. it's like receiving the death penalty. the truth hurts. all the time :/ anyway, better start focusing on studies now that pw is done..for now.

[10.36pm]

HAHA i'm here again. and less depressed till i'm reminded of such things again. haha kinda had fun during ct when eme helped to call the home for us. wah i must say, she's not bad man. can handle nancy. sigh, i need to improve on my people skills! haha. kinda excited about visiting the home and interview! had fun again too during common lunchbreak. ahh, i'm so glad i'm still quite close to them. (: friendship is important to me ok. haha ok i better get back to studying. I LOVE ECONS MAN.

2007-07-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

the pieces dont fit anymore

ok i got rid of the previous entry. haha that's the problem with open blogs man. anw, sigh life aint good ok. wonder how i'm gonna survive since i committed long term. =x SIGH SIGH SIGH.

2007-07-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

i'm not afraid of happy endings,

i'm just afraid my life wont work out that way.

hey. had oral today and haha dont feel like talking about it. think i screwed up. :/ sigh why can't i be smarter. and why can't i be more fluent in chinese. why can't i..

HAHA i suddenly thought of a rather amusing incident today. ok, chloe & i were like craving for chicken rice. and the queue was like long! haha but there was a group of guys who seemed nearer to the table behind then the queue in front. so we just stood at the space between them. then chloe asked if they were in th queue, and the guy kindly allowed us to ' cut ' in a way. lol and i think he's from my pri sch. anyway, when we were FINALLY about to order. den brandon joined us. then zj happily talked loudly and cut in too. so it's like we allowed them to cut in a way. so i sneaked a look at the people behind us and boy, they didn't look happy. haha oops so much for their kindness. but i must say, i miss cutting the western food store queue with peipei. ): and i miss the phs canteen food.

oh, anyway i was deciding where to go after oral, so i decided to go meet nor at tp. however it was like quite early and she ended like MUCH later, so i decided to take a train from serangoon to tp. yah abit stupid. BUT i'm glad i didn't regret it. :D guess who i saw at potong pasir? CAROL! haha omg i miss her sitting in front of me man and her bimbo ways. she claims she has mellowed though. HAHA. so we talked happily till dhoby ghaut. omg, i wanna go back phs on national day too. it's in a month! haha.

waited darn long for nor la. i think i have to get used to it man. so she came with the other eleanor. (: and guess who i saw in at the macs in tp? STEPH. omigosh, i missed her too la. and she looks as pretty as ever. i'm glad i didnt go home after oral too. HAHA and i met another person from yj too after nor left. shall not name him but i got to know him through clarissa. i think he's quite a ladies' man man! i saw him on friendster with a pri sch mate in a photo, and TODAY he was like this group of sec sch girls when i walked passed. haha i wonder if he even rmbrs me. =x what a day man, to have met 4 pple i haven't seen in ages.

sigh should i cut my hair? really wanna cut my fringe, i think i'm having bad fringe day like everyday! haha oh yah seeing yj people again made me think of last time. whenever i wanted to go out, i could always find phs pple OR steph & lyn OR my class pple. now it's like, i dont even have any close links to ny pple except for those in my class. =x and recently i'm beginning to feel our class has lost our bondedness. sigh..wonder who i'm gonna catch harry potter with.

2007-07-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

070707!

haha the FIRST service of connect@five & life earth! :D anyway, i feel like saying this. we really must save the earth. the weather is getting uncontrollably and unbearably hot! anyway, today was a rather eventless day. it's like i woke up, finished up my book, ate lunch, went church and finally home. oh and horror of horrors! i wore the same top as someone else. ): hahaha lucky i was singing today so eleanor was like nvm people will see you first. wah but to have a first hand experience of wearing the same thing as someone else is bad. now i know how keith ALWAYS feels and when carol and michelle wore the same dress feeling. HAHA.

but i must say, the 4th level atmosphere and sound system is like so much better than the 2nd level. and i was really glad the number of people today were like as much as the 1030's service. aiyah sigh now i never know when i should wear my top. somemore it's top shop ok. lol! ahh, i love the song divine exchange. and sadly the 3 people who are most likely to have it aren't online. you know, somehow or rather, today's church service made me really feel like inviting my friends to church. you know, when people want to invite you to church, it's not such a bad thing ok. it's cos they geniunely care. yup, so pls be more open k. (:

anyway, daphne khoo was the special item today. and the song which she wrote & sang really reminded me of michelle branch's songs. with the guitar and everything. haha and i recorded it on my phone. the song's quite nice actually. cos now our church service is in the evening, we got to see like jg people, the other youths too. and the rather sad thing is even though we know each other and stuff, no one really bothers to say hi. i guess this is part and parcel of life. esp the cliques part, it's like we move in such different circles this day even when you catch up and talk, it's like awkward. sigh. kinda wondering if i should even go youth camp this year. i know i ought to go youth group and such cos it would really improve my walk with God and all BUT being in youth grp is just too weird. it's not that u're unwanted, u just dont feel like a part of them. God, seriously, help me. =x

My heart is captivated Lord, by You alone

captured by the awesomenessof You alone

melted by the grace and mercy You have shown

I stand in wonder

I reach to you the one who make the blind eyes see

who break the chains of sickness with authority

restoring of what was broken

so it may fly again

I live to worship you

I breathe to worship to you

all of my days, your face I'll seek

For as I worship you

You lead me to that place

To that place of divine exchange

2007-07-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAHA i realised i'm listening to the same song as i was yesterday when i was blogging. sigh, anyway currently hooked on the book chloe lent me. it's nice la and i'm feeling sad that in my whole life, i will never encounter someone like CLAYTON WESTMORELAND. ok that is the reaosn why i like romance novels, yet after reading damn, you just have this warm sensation in your heart. like you really hope to meet someone who would treat you the same way too. ok this is too random and boring already. but then again i have nothing to blog. (:

ooh, it's O7O7O7 tmr. start of a new service. ok i'm off. rather boring entry i know. :D

2007-07-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

i often wonder if love is just an illusion,
just to get you through the loneliest days

hey! yay tomorrow sch's only from 9-1! :D haha but eh rather unsure what to do after that. maybe i'll go to the macs at serangoon gardens to mug? ok tt's extreme. and i heard they have raised the prices for the ice cream cone & student meal. * arches eyebrow * oh yah, something random i remembered! was listening to ronan keating's when you say nothing at all. then i suddenly recalled this DJ on radio saying that she doesnt like this song cos it's abit rude. like asking someone to shut up. LOL. ok maybe it's not funny.

argh. mrs lim words are like haunting me. :/ maybe she ought to read my blog to know what impact she has on me. =x sigh, 60% on promos is crazy lah. damn damn crazy. plus, it's in 2 months. sian, jc really equals to studying like all the time. ok, i really must get in the studying mood. study study study study study study study study study. i cant bear to type i love math, chem and econs. one day man.

2007-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

there are two tragedies in life

one is to lose your heart's desire.

the other is to gain it.

G. B. SHAW

haha this quote is from onetreehill too. and the great tragedy in my life currently is my grades. =x sigh sigh sigh. actually what can i say? i guess i deserved it to a certain extent but i did study. bah. and mrs lim was pretty disappointed with us. i really belong to the bitter failure group. and mrs lim in case you're wondering, i'm damn damn disappointed in myself too. OK, dont worry too much. i need to really put myself down like shit then force myself to really work hard. imagine if it still fails. =x

OKOK, besides this unpleasantness, school finally functioned normally today. haha unfortunately tomorrow would be the last normal day. actually, i dont mind independant learning days. end at one ok!!! ok maybe i might not like the pw alot. GI + A&E!!! ooh and ate chloe's maid's pasta today. lol NICE and kinda budget ok. i have about 2bucks to last me tomorrow. (: school ended pretty early today and waited for eleanor till like 3.30 + ? it's like we kept arguing about whether to go vivo or j8. and guess where we ended up? TOA PAYOH.

then yangyi came to join us. hahaha and i woke ty up on the phone! so we were at food court, then mos burger, then ate xue hua bing! it's like nor practially forced us lah. oh yah, then we were like arguing who was prettier. shall not say who and who. but i think jeanette aw's damn pretty in the 9pm show! esp with straight hair. lol! then yy left and we went tpy lib to study. actually, more like nor, i only attempted like 2 or 3 questions of maths tutorial. SIGH. cant wait to watch harry potter man! why cant it open like TMR!! i need a josh duhamel in my life man.

and i realised something very NOT to my advantage. since ny sounds cheena, the teachers taking us for oral sure have high expectations. OH NO. somemore yy says his teacher comes to our school to take oral and so far they all not bad. SHEESH. why must i be in a 'cheena' school. damn. ok i'm off. SIGH

2007-07-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

i'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too

HAHA this song is stuck in your head..not that i'm feeling it. ( ultra sensitive to chloe ) omg, we're getting back chemistry papers on wednesday. omg omg, so not prepared to take it back. =x haha day out with chloe today! to mug & shop. haha and guess who i saw when i got down the bus to serangoon mrt? brandon. lol and i had to msg him because i couldn't catch up with him la. and turns out he was meeting zj. so we all ended up taking the same train.

went starbucks to mug with chloe. haha i think we were damn cheapskate but i am so DAMN IRRITATED at this particular incident. lol cos chloe and i shared a tea mah. and according to ms hazel, we can actually refill it with hot water. so we erm refilled it thrice. ok, that's not my point. THE POINT IS, when it was my turn to ask for a refill, i had to wait cos there was a queue. and this ang moh mid-forties woman( ok thinking about it, I SO BET IS MID-FIFTIES) was like waiting for a drink. then she saw this sign that said ' studying hours ', so she asked the guy making her drink about it. like whether people can study after those hours. then she said something to herself that sounded like ' next time when they run a business, they will know' or something lidat. FINE. i can't believe i still smiled at her. then the guy finally took notice of me and asked what i wanted. so i said i wanted hot water and gave him my cup. then that woman was like, ' oh, she's asking for some FREE hot water so that she can enjoy the FREE air conditioning '. LIKE OMG, WHAT'S HER FREAKING PROBLEM. i feel so insulted ok, not like i even when to the extent to even bring my own tea bag to starbucks. i bought it there please.

and starbucks was like full of people studying! sickening, and obviously those people studying, are starbucks customers what. i mean like on a normal day when PEOPLE HAVE TO GO TO WORK UNLIKE HER, they need some revenue too. otherwise, what's the point of putting up the studying hours sign. stupid, i bet her so called business failed because she couldn't think of some way to attract customers to her freaking business. -_- what else do you do in starbucks besides talk la. bah, so irritated by people like her.

on the brighter side, i met loretta today! :D at united square's toilet. hahaha of all places. and yay chloe's gonna make pasta for me on weds. haha cos we figured we wouldn't have much of a break since we're gonna get chemistry papers BACK after maths tutorial. ): and i still can remember wed's timetable! hmm i realised i spent about 10bucks today despite my efforts to save. =x omg, this is a sign that i need a rich boyfriend. okok kidding =x

haha so trained back home with chloe & her boyfriend. hmm i wanna say in general, i think it's rather awkward to be with your friend and her boyfriend. especially when her boyfriend is someone you're not very shou with. lol i remember once at the bus stop i met may & her boyfriend. seriously awkward after a while. HAHA but if i were the boyfriend, i would rather i just be with my girlfriend. ahwell. haha chloe, no offence to your boyfriend or anything. ok chinese listening tmr. i better open my ears man. ok, i'm off.

ok i'm back. HAHA i just realised there's a really cute guy living just down the street. i only saw him once la =x and today's the second time. :D ok bye. omg im still pissed off at that angmoh lady.

2007-06-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

sigh. life seems rather, rather complicated these days. :/

anyway, eye candy of the day : josh duhamel!!
plus, i just realised he's in win a date with tad hamilton. OMG, now i feel like watching the movie. you know, i would really love to pic spam him here but stupid imdb doesnt allow me to save photos. ): ok, anyway exams officially end today. :D weds was self-proclaimed! haha shit, the more i think about it, the more i feel that my zuowen is rather childish. ok i hope i can scrape a pass for chinese. (:

not much today. went to library while waiting for nor's exam to end. felt kinda lonely while waiting for the bus today. cos it's like in the midst of all the groups, u're alone. and the last time i had this feeling was haha maybe first few weeks of sch. anyway, watched transformers today! :D for 5 bucks. haha and i dont regret watching it. i think overall it was ok, but i think that guys will like the movie. OH YAH i saw lynnette lee lin today. i wonder if we would really be having S6 outing.

sigh. very unsure about what to do tomorrow. this entry is darn weird! oh yah, STEVEN GERRAD GOT MARRIED ON 16TH JUNE. oh man, i wanna marry someone like him. his wife sure is lucky.

2007-06-28T10:14:00.000+08:00

favourite song currently : when you're gone / avril lavigne :D

HAHA TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS!! i feel so liberated. but i must say, lit sucked. ): boohoo my ex-favourite subject. or maybe it's ms choinh! HAHA anyway, i kinda miss her and her lessons. lol ( btw, chloe, she's quite pretty ) yep, fortunately econs was okay. MAYBE higher chance of passing as compared to chem & maths. haha i really feel like kicking myself for not revising on the guardian and the renault & volvo. oh well sometimes aren't meant to be.

and OMG something damn embarassing happened tdae at serangoon central macs. dont feel like saying but thankfully no one saw me! ooh then chloe used zijie's phone to send a gd luck msg to the macs tv to the 3 of us and janelle. and i saw it at serangoon macs when i FINALLY ate my mcflurry. lol huifang and i video-ed it while cel video-ed us video-ing it. ok it sounds like a tongue twister man. hmm wonder what i'm gonna do tonight man. or maybe catch up on some sleep since i had to wake up early tdae. HAHA like after a month?! ok i'm damn hungry. off to eat. hope to buy sth tmr. :D

2007-06-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

chemistry today. once again, mixed feelings. haha i think should be able to pass section B and kinda scared the mcq will pull me down. aiyah, TOO LITTLE TIME LAH. lol another similarity between chloe and i! bad sense of direction. lol and the best excuse is ' second intake ' ! haha wonder if i can wake up tmr, do the lit paper tmr & study econs in school. haha gonna miss studying in macs. and i havent got a chance to eat my mcflurry yet! ): sigh, ok shall study for lit & econs already. it's kinda the last few papers in a way. :D

2007-06-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

maths today! one out of three man. and it was hard. ): haha now beginning to wonder if i can pass. hmm i didnt expect it to be this hard..like the other past year papers were easier? haha maybe i should attempt papers like hci man. ooh and i found out that that guy stays in serangoon too. lol! exam in the afternoon's kinda nice. get to sleep late, mug before the paper and be in some cooling place during the hot afternoon sun. HAHA hope i dont have to seat first row tomorrow. like cant seat at ease lidat. lol and i i tend to keep looking at the mirror. sigh. got to study for chem already. got a feeling it'll be hard too. ):

2007-06-25T06:25:00.000+08:00

blogging again back to popular demand! :D haha kidding, and that sounded so ruolin-with-the-big-red-rabbit-clip. anyway, OMG lah school is tomorrow. at least i dont have to get up at 7 or something, today was already a killer BUT i rather go to school at the normal time then have exams. ): boohoo. even though it's like only 3 days, i'm like freaking worried. :/ i wonder if it is because i dont feel like i have studied enough OR i dont want to fail?

on the brighter side, i just read cel's blog on the adventures of celsel and joey and chloyce. HAHA so amusing but it's true ok! and celestine better remember to wear the star earrings tomorrow! oh man today is the LAST 832 SERVICE like forever. haha i think that life is damn weird, always when you look back, initally you hated something yet in the end you feel as though you're gonna miss it like crazy. like sec sch, then now, and this service. Haha i admit, waking up to come ON TIME for the service is a killer, but sometimes, some things are just worth it. whoa. there were like 4 commas in that sentence. ok some random things before i start practising & studying maths! btw, my sis wants me to add that she did that little miss joys picture. ok major editing and all.

ok another random point. so weird no eyecandy or someone to like. HAHA maybe that is God's purpose of making me go ny! ok that's damn damn lame lah. haha which reminded me of something. the other day when we were celebrating keith's birthday, we passed by HMV then winnie and i were like screaming at some liverpool dvd we saw which is about 60-70bucks and our potential christmas present! haha and i didn't know she liked liverpool la, so i was like omg are we like screaming at the same thing. steven gerrad is love. (: haha and omg i cant believe i forgot to buy his pic at liverpool fc back in london. feel like killing myself. let the random things begin.

omg i feel like wearing phs sch uni again. and FOLDING MY SKIRT.
i miss comparing it with ahyi's.
i wanna buy 2 mango skirts
i HOPE i have money to buy them + for gss
i still owe mel money ):
i feel like cutting my hair again
i want a new pencil case to match my ronaldo key chain man
i'm damn lazy to study
econs was stuck in my head the whole night
actually, maybe i should blog this way.
oh, I FINALLY GET ECONS AND THE Y^2 GRAPH :D
ok i think i should end all this and mug.
byebye!

2007-06-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

hey. haha i'm finding it hard to get used to blogger. =x and i realised it's pretty troublesome for me to log into blogger. anyway, had pw & studied today. :D i think pw was quite productive. as for the studying part, i took like about 4hours++ to study enthalpy and the FIRST set of chemical bonding notes. :/

ohwell. anyway saw like mel , keith, huifeng & shuyuan after a long time. oh not forgetting dearest nornor la. studying with her is damn stressful. haha either she studies TOO hard or i'm too slack. ahh..cant wait for chloe to upload the pics! haha the first outing of the cels and joey & chloyce. (: and chloe was like determind to take alot of photos!

haha i realised i get irritated by people talking loudly on the bus. as in sometimes it's so loud until you just cant help but overhear. HAHA if you see me listening to my ipod on the bus, it would probably mean i'm feeling irritated by people talking!! lalala. i think there would be more to blog in time to come when school reopens.

anyway, some flashback. i realised my last open entry in my old blog was about me kinda hating the school i'm in now. HAHA but i must say i'm glad i dont share the same old feelings anymore and things have improved for the better. :D Thank God i have a lively and bonded class! and i'm wondering if the friends i make are those who truly last. not like some of my ex-friends who seem to have moved on and walked away from our friendship? lol. ok it sounds so negative. bye for now.

2007-06-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

hey it's me! haha new blog. :D okok no time to blog, another day.